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When we raise or voice here Rissa Covered her ears and completly Shuts down.

I bet it Broke your heart though hearing your son say that.

      Once we got there he jumped in and my neighbor said he’s ok and she would watch them. So I went back home to get some work done. About 10 minutes later here comes Nick. He said he was done and wanted to change so he could play in Nicks house. I said Ok and put on new shorts. And off he went. About a half hour later I put on my suite and went over to take a dip. All the kids were out of the pool so my neighbor says if you go in the kids will probably go back in. Which is what she wanted. So I went in and all the kids followed, but not my Nicky. Then I started throwing all the kiddies. Then my neighbor said that my Nick said that I like the other Nicky better. I felt horrible. I got out and said I love you the most and that he was my bestist friend. He smiles and said thanks daddy. Then came in the pool and had a blast.

Our kids are sooooo sensitive and they take EVERYTHING so literally...I swear Payne thinks if I talk to another kid that I don't love him. I constantly have to remind him that he is THE kid to me. It is so hard not to swat their behinds when they start tantruming ... I understand...you are not alone on that. You just want them to act like the other kids soooo bad.

Hugs John - I bet that felt awful

DOnt feel too bad - we all have our moments

But I swear - R is so fragile emotionally he bursts into tears if I turn my back to him - Yes we cosleep and I must be nose to nose with him - we probably breath the same air LOL

I swatted Sarah's behind before out of shear frustration..she likes to argue back and forth very loudly!  She told me to never do that again because "it makes my butt hurt and that is too dangerous!!!"

I felt like a horrible mom instantly:P but got she got over it..me too:)

Oh John - I know how that feels.  (((hugs))) for you and Nick.The only time I ever raised my voice with Jasper (and believe me, he had it
coming ) He BURST into tears and wept for 20 minutes saying ovr
annd over, "Don't EVER talk loud like that! It just makes me SO SAD!!"
He was weeping and weeping and WAILING.
Um, I don't yell anymmore

Our kids are exquisitely sensitive sometimes.
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